Tuesday, May 19, 2009

whats his and hers..


its been a while, but I am back and better than ever. Ive been spending a lot of time looking at my compatibility charts with other astrological signs. if you haven't done it before...try it! I am a Gemini (btw my birthday is coming up sooner than you think) and proud of it. to be honest its actually kind of scary..you have to do a lot of searching to find the chart that really goes into detail. all i can say is whew.

anyway considering that i don't have many followers on this blog ill use it as my safe zone (if u will). its a lot of stuff that i like to write about but i am held back by thoughts of judgement. hopefully you enjoy this:

inspired by: the story of a girl and a guy.

she never gave a damn. never gave a damn about what anyone else thought.
well at least that's what she would tell herself.
most people will claim that you cant change fate or even adjust your emotions for that matter.
she was proof that it was a lie.
far from average, she thought with her mind rather than with her heart.
after a long line of mishaps she had finally met her match.

he was well established and furthermore she was already familiar with him.
completely aware of his past she ignored his circumstance;
so she engaged in what was called "friendship"
before indulging in something you must always be familiar with all it entails.
she didnt care; to her this was merely another test of her capabilities
but then the unexplainable kicked in.

she knew she liked him the moment she saw him.
she knew she loved him the moment she couldnt forget him.
but still that didnt matter because she "knew" better.
no degree, no license, no amount of praise from her peers could amount to that feeling.
it just made matters worse that she couldnt have him.

her mind took the place of her heart and desires became decisions.
the line which could have been crossed turned into a circle that wouldn't go away.
lost and hurt by the lack of possibilities the girl began to rebel.
instincts tell us to fight. fight for whats right or even more whats rightfully our own;
who's to determine that possession?

the story goes on as well as the feelings of disappointment and shame.
just an example of a situation where there is no one to blame.


Sincerely,
Danielle.

r.i.p Bernie mac. [watching his show]

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